Music of choice: “Non-Toxic” by SR-71 off of Kim’s Mix mixed by the loving man that is Peter
Well it’s over the last day…PLAY BY PLAY
Firstly I accidentally punched Josh in the mouth in the armory
Then Mrs. Austin wasn’t there and had Oliver for HR but before I went there I wanted to give Lauren these lil roses but I’m use to Lauren wearing the dark colors and I accidentally gave them to Catherine(I was running on 3 hours worth of sleep please forgive me) Next we (Catherine, Peter, Lauren and me) watched Pleasantville (good movie) After that there was lunch and the BIRD like was driving me nuts with his constant back and forth movements. He makes me blush so I like him to be in one spot. We took load of pictures. Josh and Liz tried to throw me in a Trashcan. Then I watched the Mummy returns with Q. Then after that I told Kendra Neal off. Then I just sat around and watched everyone talk with there friends…I wanted to memorize the atmosphere that vibe of pure unchecked happiness…I wanted to memorize faces and take photos in my mind of that day. Around this time I started to feel very emotionally tried. Then The bell rang and I just wanted to leave before I started crying, but Peter caught me in the courtyard and hugged me and I just wanted to bawl but I tried to keep it together. I cried a little on the first bus and forced myself to compose myself. Then I got on the second bus and sat with Justin on the ride home…he would be the boy I talked about yesterday. He leaned back on me using my chest as a pillow and wrapping my arms around him. I held him the entire ride he kissed my arms once in a while and would snuggle and I was trying to memorize his warmth and his smell at one point I cried into his hay colored hair. Then he started to talk to me. He said that he had somethings to say to me. He told me that I did have a JLo booty but he said that guys liked that. Then he carried on by saying that there was nothing wrong with my boobs(I’m just the tiniest bit flat in that area) and that I shouldn't let one guy hurting me make me put myself down so much that I was beautiful and that I could do better than Doud. I told him that my attempts with Doud where over and that it was time for me to move on. (Look out world I’m in the find a boyfriend mode) Then I told him I’m glad he’s studied those to places of my body and asked him what else he’d been staring at on me. He turned red and pleaded the fifth. When I was about to get off he said that this may be the last time he saw me and hugged me and kissed my cheek then kinda tried to make his way to my mouth but stopped just as he was about to reach them. He apologized about scratching my face and said he’s shave soon. When I was getting up I took his face into my hands and contemplated kissing his mouth…then I decided that is the way you start things not end them…so I tilted his face and kissed his cheek. As I was about to get off he yelled call me and I yelled I didn’t have his number so he yelled it to me and I repeated it to myself as I walked home until I got home and could write it down. I haven’t called him…should I? (PLease hit my comment box marked play with me ot tag you're it or x ppl have been tagged and tell me what you think I should do)
Well It’s been a day and tomorrow will be even more crazy…man God help me…I hope I don’t make a fool of myself tomorrow
Well it’s over the last day…PLAY BY PLAY
Firstly I accidentally punched Josh in the mouth in the armory
Then Mrs. Austin wasn’t there and had Oliver for HR but before I went there I wanted to give Lauren these lil roses but I’m use to Lauren wearing the dark colors and I accidentally gave them to Catherine(I was running on 3 hours worth of sleep please forgive me) Next we (Catherine, Peter, Lauren and me) watched Pleasantville (good movie) After that there was lunch and the BIRD like was driving me nuts with his constant back and forth movements. He makes me blush so I like him to be in one spot. We took load of pictures. Josh and Liz tried to throw me in a Trashcan. Then I watched the Mummy returns with Q. Then after that I told Kendra Neal off. Then I just sat around and watched everyone talk with there friends…I wanted to memorize the atmosphere that vibe of pure unchecked happiness…I wanted to memorize faces and take photos in my mind of that day. Around this time I started to feel very emotionally tried. Then The bell rang and I just wanted to leave before I started crying, but Peter caught me in the courtyard and hugged me and I just wanted to bawl but I tried to keep it together. I cried a little on the first bus and forced myself to compose myself. Then I got on the second bus and sat with Justin on the ride home…he would be the boy I talked about yesterday. He leaned back on me using my chest as a pillow and wrapping my arms around him. I held him the entire ride he kissed my arms once in a while and would snuggle and I was trying to memorize his warmth and his smell at one point I cried into his hay colored hair. Then he started to talk to me. He said that he had somethings to say to me. He told me that I did have a JLo booty but he said that guys liked that. Then he carried on by saying that there was nothing wrong with my boobs(I’m just the tiniest bit flat in that area) and that I shouldn't let one guy hurting me make me put myself down so much that I was beautiful and that I could do better than Doud. I told him that my attempts with Doud where over and that it was time for me to move on. (Look out world I’m in the find a boyfriend mode) Then I told him I’m glad he’s studied those to places of my body and asked him what else he’d been staring at on me. He turned red and pleaded the fifth. When I was about to get off he said that this may be the last time he saw me and hugged me and kissed my cheek then kinda tried to make his way to my mouth but stopped just as he was about to reach them. He apologized about scratching my face and said he’s shave soon. When I was getting up I took his face into my hands and contemplated kissing his mouth…then I decided that is the way you start things not end them…so I tilted his face and kissed his cheek. As I was about to get off he yelled call me and I yelled I didn’t have his number so he yelled it to me and I repeated it to myself as I walked home until I got home and could write it down. I haven’t called him…should I? (PLease hit my comment box marked play with me ot tag you're it or x ppl have been tagged and tell me what you think I should do)
Well It’s been a day and tomorrow will be even more crazy…man God help me…I hope I don’t make a fool of myself tomorrow
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